Barona Love Story

…the love of my life ..

Im not gonna describe myself . I will share only one love story ..
it is about me and my first love .. maybe it is little stupid story .. but it’s my story.. everything happen when i was in middle school when i meet him .. i never knew that he will become a big part of my life and my heart in the future .. When i saw him my heart beggin to beat fast and fast he was so cool and handsome .. and i decided to write love latter to him yeah it maybe lit stupid but it was the only thing that come in my head .I really wanted to share my felling to him .. and when he say “yes” to may letter i was really happy .. we dont talk much .. we was lit and shy kid’s .. we always changed laters it was so romantic .. we dont have a computer or mobile phone we just writed to each other letter’s ... it dont continue for long after few day’s some girls told me that he is a player and he is just playing with me … he dont like me i believed in this stupid word’s .. and broke up with him and he say just “okey” i was rly sad cuz i understood that he even dont care and i change my school .. after 3 years we meet each other again it was destany .. we started to chat on yahoo … to share .. and we started to date again like fr and he proposal me i said “yes” but after few days he broke up with me and say everything was for revenge now you know how i was felling when u broken with me.. i was broken .. it was really hard but i just smile and say okey i hope u will find someone else who will make you happy .. after days he started to date with another girl it was really hard but i continued to be him friend he always share everyhing with me and i was happy .. after 6 months he broke up with her cuz she was dating with another boy’s.. when i hear that i was really happy the whole time i was him best friend always in him side .. but he never show that he want to be more than friend with me ..i started to date with another boys but it doesnt help all i want is to forget him and evering about him .. after days i found that i was him first love and gf and he doesnt played with me i was really angry at my self ... how can i be that much stupid .. i said my feeling to him that i wanna be more than friend but he reject me and said ” i like you but i dont wanna lose our friendship ” .. of course im not this much stupid .. i understand everyhing and all i want now is to forget him just like he did .. Is it easy to forget someone who is a big part from your life is it possible ? Sometimes i really dont wanna forget him but it burns me inside .. all that memories burns my heart .. i cant back in the time i cant do anything .. i dont wanna be with another boy .. i want only him but i cant so i want to forget but everyhing all song movies peoples remind me him … i wish to forget him .. i dont wanna be a friends .. he is the only person who understand me without word ..

My advice to all girls and boys is : who is in love or will be someday dont lister what other people says .. just lisen your heart it will take you to the best place .. dont take a stupid mistake to chance your life .. and if love one boy dont tell that you are agree to be with him only friend .. it is not easy really paintfull .. and Never let the fear of striking out get in your way …